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Heyla.

Been a hell of a long time since I've updated anything at all...and I apologize. It's been...rough. Really rough.

For starters, for all you young college freshmen and sophomores, I have just one thing to say: Double check every damned class you take. Do it now. Because if you don't, you'll end up having to drop out after being told that you're a year and a half behind in YOUR SENIOR YEAR. That's right. All my damned hopes, all my damned dreams, fucked over by the assholes at Mac college.

And then Mommy-dearest, my oh so dear bitch mother, decided that I wasn't taking care of 'her' car correctly (after being told that it would be my car when the insurance expired), and took it back.

So.

I'm stuck here, in a bad place, in a bad job, because my family and mentors have effectively said 'Fuck you, Cass!'

Thank the goddess that I have these incredible friends, though, and my wonderful, crazy, perfectly imperfect fiance.

Nikki, Whit, I'm sorry I haven't said much, and haven't been on. I owe you both a huge apology, and lots of cookies.

To Ame, the one creature on the face of this planet who puts up with my shit and his, and everyone else's...I love you. So damned much. So, so damned much.

And to everyone on here...Loves, I'm so sorry. I promise you this; I'll meet you all, hand you cookies galore, and give you hugs.

And thank you. I needed to say this, and just...hadn't. Thank you, all of you.
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Hello fellow dAers! 8D
Sitting Monkey Studios is looking for people to help in the creation of animated shorts, potentially to become an amateur series. We need artists who are curious about being involved in animation, as a designer, drawing artist, or voice actor, but don't want the hassle of a real job in it just yet. We are just starting out, and have positions open in:

- Animation (the people who make the pictures move)
- Character design
- Background design
- Layout
- Voice acting
- Writing
- Directing (the one who yells at everybody)

Production will be performed in a professional manner, which requires regular attendance at online meetings, responsibility, and cooperation. We need dedicated artists, adherence to deadlines, outspokenness, and a love for the craft. If you're still interested after all this requirement mumbo-jumbo, note :iconten-tackles:. We want aspiring artists from around the globe, but a functional understanding of English is required. Come help us out!
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Heyla, everyone. It's been a while, I know...it's been a rough few months...

First off, I want to say that I've missed this site so much more than I thought I ever could...and looking through all the new talent, I've been feeling a great deal more like my old self than I have in quite a long time. Though, it's been hard...my grandpa died a few days ago, and his funeral's tomorrow. And really, he's the reason I was reminded that family isn't EVER just blood. He was my stepgrandfather, though you never would have known it if you saw us together. My real grandfather...well...he's only that by blood. I honestly would not be surprised to see him tomorrow, all dressed to the nines, smiling that disgusting smirk that reminds me why I, having suffered nothing under him, still manage to hate him more than any other. 'Grandfather' probably would have insisted that I be disowned when I came out to everyone, if he hadn't managed to lynch me first...

Ah, I sound so pathetic, I know...but that's where my grandpa came in. He wasn't blood-kin...and neither are any of you, nor any of my truly dear friends. And yet...and yet you're just as much my family as anyone else...and that's a joy I've long since felt I didn't deserve...But I'm honored to have it. I guess...I just wanted to say that, since I haven't been online in forever, and haven't heard from most of you for just as long. *smiles a little* I think...I won't mourn tomorrow...he wouldn't want to see me cry. But I will celebrate him, and remember...and if something gets in my eyes, I'll let it be for a time...

Thank you all...

Cass
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It's Sunday, I'm tired, and I'll work on my stitching later today. So I did this from :iconhalf-dragon:

What is your fantasy persona?
The personas used in this meme are those that have human like qualities but are not possible in reality. Find out which one you are, and most importantly, BE HONEST!

Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[x] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: ...9

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age.
[] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 4

Fairy:
[] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 4

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 7

Harpy/Siren:
[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 6

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 8

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[] You are extremely pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[] You are not religious at all.
[] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 3

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair.
[] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.
[] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[] You like to be alone.
[] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 5

Wizard/Witch:
[] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility (you use your talents positively)
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 7

Zombie:
[] You are pale.
[] You are hungry a lot.
[] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[] You love to eat meat.
[] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[] You make grunts and moans a lot (such as when you're tired, are annoyed, etc.).
[] You enjoy learning about psychology because you study the brain.
[] You usually walk slow.
[] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 0

.................well, at least I'm not a zombie. Just a Cendwaharmerwitch.
Yup.
CEN-dwa-hAR-mER-witch.
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HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII....
Yeah, so...I have work in ten minutes, yay! Still taking commissions, and still working my tail off on soooooo much crap...but without like thirty projects, I get bored. Though...I think I'm going to have to lock up all of my video game gear, because it's starting to distract me...Oooooh SHINY!

Anywho, got to go!

Plushies are $20, accessories $5. I don't generally negotiate prices, unless there is a pressing need that you've explained to me over a note. Paypal is preferred, but I can also do snail-mail.

Contest Plushes: Miyavi and Maya for :iconfadingforest:

- Hayner (KH2) :iconthat1gurl:
- L (Death Note):iconthat1gurl:'s boyfriend
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...also, if you'd like a different approach to plushes, try :iconten-tackles: ten-tackles.deviantart.com/jou…

And for comics, look no further than :iconanimekitten6390:. I'm commissioning a Reita calendar from her!
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